bio my name is avina, some people call me maiyah or eleni as well. i am seventeen.. she/her pronouns unless specified otherwise, i am a fem presenting enby person who just prefers feminine terms. i also identify as venusian and destoriune. i love my boyfriend jaylen with all of my heart.

byi i am diagnosed with osdd-1b, ppd, and cptsd. suspected gad and autism. my disorders do not define me, and I rarely speak about all except osdd. i am extremely apathetic and am very blunt. do not ask me to use tonetags, i find they have no use; if you need clarification on my tone, just ask. my system is predominantly masc heavy, and frequent fronters change, well, frequently. here is where you can find some intros for my alters.

dni endogenic systems (along with non-dissociative irls & tulpamancers), radqueers, lovejoy supporters, anti's of any of my interests, political & religious accounts, tcoaal, argumentative people, tcc, relationship seekers, victim mentality, unnecessarily rude people, anyone stuck in 2020-2021.
thin ice good faith label users & supporters, hh/hb fans, -15/25+ unless we are already friends, fictive heavy systems under fifteen

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anime demon slayer, sentenced to be a hero, the fragrant flower blooms with dignity, kimi ni todoke, soul eater, gachiakuta, spirited away, hells paradise, devilman crybaby
shows breaking bad, family guy, american dad, bobs burgers, robot chicken, victorious, icarly, spongebob, nurse jackie, 9/11, h2o, squid game
movies the black phone (1 & 2), ms peregrines home for peculiar children, bones and all, bluey, it (1 & 2), the sandlot

mcyt lifesteal smp, the unstable universe, slimecicles cinematic universe, wisp smp, hermitcraft, life series
creators wemmbu, parrotx2, wifies, nufuli, isaacwhy, softwilly, larrycroft, yumi, reefwon, grian, slimecicle, jschlatt, flamefrags, roshambo, spokeishere, rodelicc, yeah jaron, minutetech, waneee, penguinz0, flowtives
music tyler the creator, kendrick lamar, frank ocean, kali uchis, phoneboy, good kid

games roblox (death ball, fisch, forsaken, phigting), minecraft, project sekai, valorant, apex legends, enstars, unpacking,

bffs elisha, natalia, cheeky gc, vinny, lyssa
cuties sora, rina, ivy, natty, natalia, liv, valeny
servers ch0w, yukiz

I AM NENE KUSANAGIS BIGGEST FAN I LOVE HER SO MUCH OH MYGID SHE IS MY IDOL

soap  :  02/28/26  :  i will love you forever and ever ♡

    every second i spend with you is a second worth living, my love ♡ you make every day easier to live through and i am forever thankful to have you in my life. i adore every aspect of you, both inside and out, and nothing could ever change that. i can be myself around you and i feel so carefree in your company, so thank you for making me feel safe. you understand what i need without me even having to say anything and i love you, very deeply.i look forward to talking to you as soon as i get in bed and i think about you as soon as i wake up. if it ever feels like nobody else is there for you, just know i am, and will always be!! thank you for being the best boyfriend ever :)